It’s indecision… a little laziness… and a lot of BS
The most frustrating thing about everyone I know, including myself, is the total bullshit that we all convince ourselves of to ensure our path of nonsense. By nonsense, I mean non- sense, as in the making of zero logic. If something wants to be done, too many of us seem to find the path of most useless frustration, continuing to follow its meandering direction to nowhere. It’s so obvious when someone elses mess is observed. How easily other people’s missteps are corrected, yet our own are blindly overlooked as if the exact same problems just solved in others aren’t grossly re-enacted in the mirror. There really is something wrong with the human logic center… like maybe there isn’t one.
Alright, in this generalization I strongly cite my own issues with accomplishment as the main focus of this rant. My procrastination meter has been on full for the past ten years or so. Instead of finishing anything, I’ve continually added to the list, working on each thing here and there until the possibility of finishing something became impossible. Well, only impossible to my creative ability to stick with the same rotating excuses.
Will this rant enable me? Granting the ability to finally latch onto the many zen-like positivity memes spread throughout the devices I use to spawn random acts of creativity? Or will it simply get filed away as another failed attempt to get my ass in gear? Only time shall tell. Shouldn’t “time be the simplest thing”? Another thing on the list to finish, though I have been given new tasks that have helped me re-evaluate the re-evaluation of my re-evaluated to-do list.